Tuesday, December 21, 2021
Intervention 2
Final Project
For my self portrait project, I decided to do something personal and uncomfortable. Triggering warning for mention of sexual assualt and rape. I wanted to do something big, drastic, and something that made me outside of my comfort zone. My project is a collection of photos showing a normal day of my life. The only difference is that there are red handprints on my body and words/sentences. The red handprints represent where I have been touched without my consent. The words represent mostly what I was thinking during that time and only 2 things people have said to me. I wanted it all to be me, because I was my worst enemy, and still am. Throughout the collections of photos you see me getting ready, putting on my clothes, walking my dog, walking with my boyfriend, eating with him at a restaurant, making out with him, and finally me in the process of taking off the words and putting words of my own. In the last few photos, there are blue words and blue handprints. The blue words are contradicting the black words that were on me before. The blue handprints represent me giving me consent.
For the process of the whole thing, I was terrified. I didn’t want to think back on what happened, how I felt, and what I was thinking. During this whole process, it took us two days to complete, not back to back. My boyfriend helped me write the words, put handprints, and take pictures. The first day, it took us the whole day. I kept blocking myself from thinking about where they touched me so it was really hard to think back and tell him the words I thought when it happened. I would need a break, he would need a break, especially since I was going more in depth about what happened. The second day was easier since I didn’t have to think about it at all, and my boyfriend just had to write the same words as before, but less than before. With the blue, I had to come up with things that contradicted the black words but it was really hard to think of positive phrases to myself.
The message I wanted to bring to everyone is that consent matters, don’t assume that a person wants to do it even though they didn’t say anything, it’s not your fault, and that it stains. A lot went through my head on what I wanted to show to the audience, just like how I did the sexual abuse selfie. However, it didn’t feel like it was me, and it made me feel really disappointed with that selfie. This collection is almost like a redemption for me, to show who I really am and how I really felt.
I presented it to the class in a form of pictures of a narrative on sexual abuse and rape. I presented each photo on the screen and explained what I was doing in each photo. I wanted each photo to be taken in and possibly some people could read the words on my body. Each photo was presented back and forth so people could have more time. I received a lot of positive feedback on my photos and how I portrayed it. I was worried that this wasn’t what people were looking for but I ended up proving myself wrong. Some of my classmates that commented said how they were in awe, how I was strong to show something so impactful, and loved the amount of time that I put in. Hearing my classmates say that about my work that I was unsure of made me feel so relieved. My aspiration is to make “uncomfortable” subjects more seen and talked about. There should be more things talked about in classes, groups, within friends and family to bring awareness. When talked about, we learn more things about the topic and things we could do about it. For my portfolio, it shows a different type of illustration showing a narrative. I want my portfolio to have illustrations to always have a deeper meaning within.
The artists that made similar works to art are Ana Mendieta, Cindy Sherman, Stephan Sagmeister, Ketty La Rocco. Ana Mendieta used her body as a medium and made us see how she was raped in her art. I expressed where the handprints were to give you an idea on where and possibly how I was sexually assaulted and raped. Cindy Sherman’s art meant sexual desire, criticism on media of woman, and domination, with photographs of herself looking up to someone past the camera. Stephan Sagmeister is a designer and asked his assistant to use the scalpel to cut his body to put in different designs on him. I decided not to harm myself with a scalpel and use markers, but it hurt just the same to put them on me. Ketty La Rocco was in an exhibition “The Body As Language: Women and Performance”, she would write over photographs of her hands positioned in gestures, to show her life as a woman. I thought this connected with me having words on my body as well. All of these artists are connected with this project together.
Resources: Trigger Warning on rape
https://www.artforum.com/print/201801/fully-loaded-power-and-sexual-violence-73188
https://www.moma.org/artists/5392
https://www.moma.org/collection/works/46055
Monday, December 20, 2021
Intervention Project 3
https://www.tiktok.com/@dom_ninga/video/7031230018546191621?_t=8OL05Ph5ajG&_r=1
For this project, I partnered with a classmate to create TikTok combatting smoking and vaping. We used a viral TikTok sound that is used to spread shocking stories. Many teenagers start vaping because many of them around them also vape. This is an opinion that vaping is healthier than smoking cigarettes, but that is not true. Vaping one Juul Pod is the same as smoking 20 cigarettes. I know multiple people my age that go through at least one pod a week. Vaping is also as addicting as smoking. Vaping can cause dependency. Vaping is still fairly new compared to the history of ciggerettes, therefore studies are still being conducted on the long-term effects of vaping.
My partner Ciara and I display the dangers of vaping and ciggerettes. Advertisement companies advertise to younger audiences by using crazy flavors and creating aesthetically pleasing packaging and products.
Intervention Poster 2
For this project, I created a Covid- 19 vaccine poster. I made the poster in October because of the pushback they were giving the government and health professor for promoting booster shots. Today I feel the importance of this poster has greatly increased. We're approaching another anniversary of the initial 2020 lockdown and covid rates of cases are the same as they were almost 2 years ago. Even with the access to vaccines, covid transmission rates have grown.
This is a deadly virus that is spreading rapidly. Vaccines don't stop people from getting Covid, but they significantly lower your risks of great complications from this disease. Getting vaccines and wearing masks lowers the death tolls and limits the number of times this virus can mutate. Since many people worldwide are rejecting wearing masks and refuse to get vaccinated Covid mutates with each person that contracts the virus, and then it spreads to mutate again.
Short Essay gallery Visit
| Gratitude Gifts: Kristy Lopez |
| Pain Atlas in Motion: Stephanie Tichenor |
Kristy Lopez's art piece Gratitude Gifts: Rescue, Abundance, Sorry, Adventure, Bloom, Lover's soup, support, Middle, Roots, Only, Leo is a piece that displays clay works. These were gratitude gifts to those that are close in her life. I loved the project in particular because she made gifts for those in her inner circles, as well as a gift for herself. Personally, I am a person that has gift-giving and words of affirmation love languages. This artist made me realize that you also have to be kind to yourself and show your own self gratitude. Lopez also writes that she is a perfectionist, to which I relate to many aspects of life. I feel her project does a good job of expressing your inner emotions about those close to you and reflecting on yourself can be an enlightening experience. Her project encouraged me to do the same. I write letters to myself, thanking me for being me. I express to my friends how much they mean to me.
Wednesday, December 15, 2021
Final Project: #takeabreak
| #takeabreak |
Final Intervention - StopTheTox
Final Intervention
For my final intervention, I opted to go a more comedic/parody route to touch on toxicity in pop culture, and give an example of one way I have actually seen people try to fight back against that. My commercial focuses on two new "inventions": The Shower and The GrowUpInator. One of these, thankfully, exists, while the other remains just a thought in my imagination. You see, the toxic gamers that run amok in servers or online lobbies all have some form of derogatory term or negative thing to say, so my character, in a sense, becomes toxic himself to strike back against that. While the persona put on in the commercial would love to tell a racist in a Call of Duty lobby to take a shower, or grow up, that will never stop them. What actually will stop the toxicity is ignoring these people, and as I have done, mute their mics in the game chat.
Weird Al's 'Foil' music video served as inspiration for this project, as did infomercials on Channel Pix 11 in the early morning hours. It was not very hard to shoot the video, although a helping hand would have been useful. I didn't necessarily do a lot of research for the video, as a lot of it was my own writing, but browsing the r/pcgaming reddit forum showed me that I am not alone in noticing a trend of older male's being the main source of this nonsense. Being the only one who doesn't play on a PC, I have to listen my friend groups talk to their virtual opponents, with their opponents being incredibly toxic overall. (I suppose this is what happens when one plays League of Legends.)
So, I generally have a good grasp on what is going on in the world of gaming, outside and within my circle. This is really why I decided to choose this topic, because it was not only something that allowed me to use my Media Arts/Film stuff for a big video, but also so I could show my thoughts on the idea of over-anger in gaming. It was a thought that came to me after looking for YouTube parody commercials, or even the most recent Spider-Man themed Liberty Mutual ad. I enjoy injecting humor into these serious situations, while never losing touch of why I am doing it to begin with. It reminds me of the Guerrilla Girls billboard where they put themselves up against art museums in a snarky way. The quote on the promotion actually reads "Art is expensive! So is constructing new buildings! We totally get why you can't pay all your employees a living wage!"
This all really goes back to meme culture, and how memes have sort of become new symbols against injustices, or have correlated through remade images. On the topic of memes made during Trumps presidency, Sage Lazzaro of Vice said that "Most are rooted either in expressing anger, mocking Trump, or collectively coping with the absurdity and even trauma of his presidency. " (Lazzaro) This is similar to what I've done, where I'm essentially rolling with the absurdity and letting it fuel my video a lot more. The toxic gamers I'm talking about have set themselves up for failure, which is not unlike the politicians who did the same during their runs, currently or before.
Building on the idea of these gamers setting themselves up and connecting back to politicians, Lizzie Fison of artsy.net said that "In recent internet history, politicians have set themselves up for ridicule by providing the perfect conditions for their memeification." (Fison) These young men spewing nonsense in game lobbies really do fall in line with politicians like Donald Trump who spewed nonsense and forced people to react in ways they might not have wanted to after hearing the things he said. It is a perfect comparison because both also may react in a childish manner when things don't go their way. Unfortunately, this means that my advice at the end of the video, where I say that ignoring these people is okay, may not always work.
In conclusion, I am glad that I chose the topic I did, because it means a lot that I have a platform to speak on, even if my opinion isn't new or anything special. I made a video, put it on YouTube, added some tags, and now I am hoping that the right people will get to see it and share their thoughts on the matter. It is a serious problem that hopefully I can help others take in better with a video that kind of puts down the people it is about.
Link: https://youtu.be/UB6bgL6P0hU